
My habit has been to hide
once I know he’s around,
to deny his presence, the fright that
springs from every cell,
my body on scream.
I harm myself forcing me
to do his will – ‘Keep going’
I screech cruelly, soundlessly,
‘so what if it hurts,
You cannot afford to feel’.
At 3 AM I shoveled ice
with strength I no longer have
driven by his demonic voice.
He’d already murdered the day before.
My grouse whose delicate spiral
footprints brought joy to
my heart became his first kill.
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