I walked down to rippling waters listening…. Frozen mosses trees and me old snow overflowing anguish gathered in a Chalice of Light my prayer for us my dog and me to flow under fire and ice or tolerate soul murder numbness, soul murder I cannot weep
This set of poems reflects on ways we humans have responded creatively, expansively and artistically to the challenges of our times. Of course, two of the poems center upon music, one of the strongest themes of my own life. The first and last poems are ways that the natural world is always knocking at the door, saying, “pay attention.”
Winter Sky
Like this
“Like this,” says the titmouse, hanging upside down to get at the suet. “If you really want it, there it is.” “Like this,” says the January sun, one day icing us to our bones, and today like Spring, warm enough for rides on little boys’ new scooters. “Like this,” say the squirrels, entranced with each other, whirling ’round the branches, twining fluffy tails, intent on making new Squirrel babies. “Like this,” says the chickadee, landing near my toe, tiny and brave, ready to eat, scolding me to get out of the way. “You are here to live, so live.”
In this our divine Comedy of delight Of destruction Troubled waters Calm. Quenching Us yet again For in Our penchant For beauty We remake Over and over again The tale that tries to Tame us. Gathering In circles of hope Once more we remember How we remember
Dear FAR readers, here is a selection from my new collection Holding Our Brokenness, a gathering of poems. I chose these particular poems for their connection to feminism and/or religion. I hope you will enjoy them.
The Old One Speaks
You must be unmade here inside my grey cloak inside my cold womb here where the ice forms and breaks at the river’s edge.
What Kali Tells Me
It’s all in the rhythm. Falseness throws you off beat. Rhythm renews your strength with every step. That’s how time becomes timelessness.
Step by step,
we make our way.
Breath by breath,
we choose.
Day by day,
we see where we are.
Let us remember
that we do not really finish anything,
we tumble with the turning
which is right where we belong.
It is now in this liminal space between the cauldron and the cave, as obligation struggles to come roaring back into center, that we sense what we truly need whispering beneath the surface of all that clamors to co-opt our time and all that howls to claim our attention. Stand steady. Inhabit your own wholeness. Cast a one word spell of power: return. Step into the sacred right where you are. Re-collect yourself. Reclaim your right to your own life. Defend your edges. Give clarity space to crystallize and your own knowing space to emerge. It is vital, this work of reclamation. Hold it holy. Let the knots unravel. Set yourself free.
1. On a sunny Elul afternoon I kneel at your grave a sprig of rue in my pocket. I recite a tkhine for visiting the graveyard and imagine that you know this ritual– stretching string to calculate the space your body inhabits. The unspooling wick rests gentle on rough-cut grass, touching the edges of mortality, its twists separating and connecting worlds: the dead and the living the past and the now mine and yours, a woman I never met, a writer dead these 40 years.
There’s a fascist in the White House — a malevolent clown and front man for a cabal of the hard right. Their takeover of the US government proceeds rapidly, a stunning succession of defeats for democracy.
The nightmares of fascism are taking shape in waking reality. Now is the time, I tell myself, to speak up, speak out, name the perpetrators, name their games.
The bully in the White House has been called a rapist, and fascism is patriarchy on steroids, waging unremitting war on nature, people of color, and women.
then I am holy. Made of moonbeams and shadows, darkness and light, questioned and answered, lost and retrieved;
discovered remains
If I am The Mother
then I am a reflection, a depiction, an inflexion of a cosmos in bliss and chaos, birth and destitution; a primordial sound unleashed to form planet, life, and
you and me
If I am The Mother
then I am fermented in humanity, and sour the illusions of precipices we’re told that