This was originally posted April 6, 2015. Different wars perhaps (or a continuum) but the issues and horrors remain.

This was not a normal winter. It rained and rained and rained. It was grey, grey, grey. Gale force winds blew in from the ocean, not once but many times. Several of my shutters were shattered. An olive tree fell in my garden. I pruned the dead leaves from its branches and had it hauled away. I am still in the process of pulling out a large number of plants that did not survive an unusual number of very cold days.
The soil is so saturated that streams are running where they have never been seen before, the land gives way, and boulders come crashing down the mountainsides. I have decided to remove all of my traditional shutters rather than repair them–as it is becoming clear that no shutters will survive the winds that will blow over our island in the coming years.
They say that we used to have strong gale winds of about 50 miles per hour once a year. Now we have hurricane force winds of 70 miles per hour several times each winter. I once read that Lesbos has the largest number of sunny days of all the Greek islands. We often sit out of doors wearing light jackets in the middle of winter. This year we did not.
My response to the long winter that has only just begun to give way was to stay inside. Though I said I was mildly depressed, I think deep down I was sad and angry.
Changes in the weather are normal and natural phenomena. But it is becoming increasingly evident that the changes we now experiencing are not. Climate experts tell us that because of the carbon we have released into the atmosphere of our planet, we will experience more and more extreme weather conditions.
I have noticed a decline in bees and butterflies in my garden in recent years. So far this spring there are almost none. This is not the result of global climate change, but of our failure to heed the warnings of Rachel Carson to stop poisoning the environment with pesticides.
The house martins have returned. I hear their liquid chatter as they fly above me. Freesias and irises are about to come into bloom. Pale pink, almost white petaled flowers are opening on the quince tree. Red leaves are budding on the pomegranate trees. The Judas tree burst into deep pink blossom overnight. Spring is a time of rebirth and renewal. This year is no exception.
Spring has also brought an increase in the arrival of refugees fleeing war in Syria and Afghanistan to our island. People discuss what will happen to them, but no one is talking about ending war.
Although spring is coming, it is hard for me to rejoice today. Human beings seem to be hell bent on destroying life. Right now I am holding back tears and screams because I fear that if I let them out, they will not stop.
Postscript: I will find the strength to rejoice in the regeneration of life and to redouble my commitment to save what can be saved–because we must.
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Carol was attuned to the ways of nature and as you can see by this post she was doing her best to be painfully honest, determined not to give up. And this was 11 years ago….She saw then and this was before the t era began that we have been hell bent on destroying each other and the planet long before a madman took the helm.Yesterday I watched a PBS series on Thoreau that reminded me again that we have been on this road for a long long time – in this country since the first colonists stepped foot on pristine land – in Europe and elsewhere before. Racism hatred (especially of women) inequality WARS, nature as enemy – what’s happening now is a continuum of a pattern that stretches back to when? Neolithic times? This destructive pattern is so entrenched that it is not at all surprising to me that we are facing global destruction on every level – I think what tricks us is that there are these little blips where it looks like things might be changing. The woman’s movement is a painful example – and we are so short sighted that we don’t see that blips are blips – as courageous as some may be – are not evidence of long term change. Perhaps we don’t see because we can’t afford to – everyone needs to feel ‘hope’ to go on.
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“Nature is our essence, n0t our backdrop.” We don’t seem to understand fully the implications of that quote from Jim Rigby, pastor of St. Andrew’s Presbyterian Church, Austin, Texas.
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I could not agree with you more Esther. Nature is our HOME not some peripheral backdrop – we refuse to get it – if the earth goes into extinction mode all these wars etc won’t matter anymore because we won’t be here.
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