Medical tests are an inevitable part of modern life. One experience that tends to heighten anxiety is an MRI scan. The claustrophobic tube, the pounding mechanical noise and the requirement to remain perfectly still for extended periods can create intense sensory overload.
At some point I became aware of the similarities with a shamanic journey, and found a way to transform this ordeal into a ritual of connection and support. With mindful presence and inner attunement, you can imagine the tube as a tunnel to the archetypal realms. The rhythmic, mechanical hum replaces the drumbeat. Spirit becomes a companion alongside modern technology.
I hope you’ll never need it, but should you be scheduling an MRI scan, this is an invitation to meet it with a sacred intention. You might connect with a power guide, receive unexpected insights, or simply meditate on a sense of peace while your body is being scanned. Participate, actively, in something that can feel “done to you” and turn it into a soulful inquiry into your inner world while the medical staff do their thing…
What is a Shamanic Journey?
A shamanic journey is a form of meditation or visionary practice where you travel into non-ordinary reality, usually with the aid of a drumbeat or rattle, to connect with spiritual allies. It’s a time-honoured way of seeking guidance, wisdom and healing from power animals or spirit helpers. These live in the Upper, Middle or Lower Worlds, depending on the cosmology you work with.
The journey itself is initiated by setting a clear intention, whether it’s meeting a power animal, seeking answers, offering healing or simply engaging in sacred communion with the spirit world.
The steady drumbeat, much like the repetitive sounds of the MRI machine, helps to shift brainwaves from a beta state (associated with alert, waking consciousness) to an alpha or even theta state, which are more meditative and conducive to journeying. This change in consciousness allows you to move beyond ordinary reality and enter the deep, spiritual realm of your shamanic practice.
In this context, your shamanic journey in the MRI scanner is not just an escape from the stress of the scan but a meaningful way to make the time count. By anchoring yourself in your spiritual practice, you may even find that the physical discomfort or mental unease is mitigated, and that you emerge from the scanner feeling centred, empowered and even renewed!
The MRI Scanner: A Challenge for the Soul
If you’ve ever had an MRI scan, you’re familiar with the process. You lie on a table, which is then slid into a large, cylindrical machine. For many, the enclosed space of the scanner can evoke feelings of claustrophobia. The machine’s loud, rattling and knocking noises can also be deeply unsettling. And it’s essential not to move for the entire duration of the scan. Every though your body wants to change posture, you must remain perfectly still. Imagine what a challenge that is for me :-)
For the highly sensitive or spiritually attuned individual, the scanner feels like a test of endurance. But there’s another way to approach it. Rather than dreading the time spent in that tight, noisy space, why not choose to see it as a unique environment where a different type of healing can take place? That certainly is the case if you approach it as a shamanic journey.
In the scanner, I had an amazing journey with Badger, one of the medicine allies, spirit helpers, or power animals I’m working with at the moment. He helped me dig through the tunnel, clearing away the growth of the fibroid on my uterus (this was back in 2024 and I am doing well after a full hysterectomy!).
Clearing space, we emerged in a beautiful pink cave, where I spent deep relaxing healing time with what felt like the essence of Mary Magdalen. In fact, I was sad when the scan was complete, as I felt there was more to explore in the otherworld!

Recipe for Making a Journey in the MRI Scanner
Here are some concrete steps to take before and during your MRI Journey:
- Just as you would prepare for a traditional shamanic journey, it’s important to set a clear intention. I felt it was powerful to connect with my upcoming hysterectomy for which I was in the scanner, but it can be as simple as asking your power animal for protection, going to a place of nurture and relaxation, or receiving guidance for healing.
- Once you’ve set your intention, call in your power animal. You might visualise them standing beside you or feel their presence within you. If you’re not familiar with working with a power animal, simply call upon a creature that resonates with you. The power of the shamanic journey lies in its personal nature. It’s your relationship with this animal that matters most.
- One of the most challenging aspects of an MRI is the overwhelming noise. But in shamanic traditions, sound is often a portal to non-ordinary reality. Drums and rattles help us to enter a trance state. Although the MRI scanner isn’t a traditional drum, the repetitive sounds can serve a similar function. Rather than fighting the noise, try to imagine it as a drumbeat guiding you into your journey. Allow the rhythm, even if it is irregular, to carry you deeper into your experience.
- On the hoofbeat or wings of sound, imagine travelling to a sacred place. This could be a place you’re familiar with from previous journeys, or it could be somewhere new. If you already have a power animal, you can ask it to guide you. It’s often easiest to travel into the lower world via a tunnel.
- Let the journey unfold naturally. As my teacher Jonathan Horwitz always says: “Take an active, yet non-controlling stance.” Relax back and “enjoy the ride”, and if nothing happens, ask for help. You may meet with spiritual allies, receive messages, or simply enjoy the sensation of being connected to something greater than yourself. Remember, the journey doesn’t have to be “productive” in the traditional sense, it’s enough simply to be in the sacred space.
- To keep your body physically still, focus on your breath and the connection with your power animal. You might imagine your power animal resting beside you, offering comfort and protection. Some people find it helpful to visualise themselves surrounded by a sphere of light, a bubble of sacred energy that keeps them grounded and centred. This is especially helpful if you start to feel anxious or uncomfortable.
- When the scan is over, switch back to everyday consciousness. You have to get dressed first, I had to pee desperately too. Perhaps you have questions for the medical or administrative staff, or they for you. Depending on the situation, you might need to pay afterwards too.
- Once those practicalities are done, for example when you’re back in your car, or taking a cup of tea in the café, take a moment to close the journey, thank your power animal and reflect on your experience. How do you feel? Did you receive any insights or messages during your journey? Did it contribute to a sense of peace and calm? Whatever the outcome for you, recognise that the time spent in sacred connection has its own value, regardless of whether you received any concrete answers or solutions.
Two Major Differences
Of course it’s not the same as making a shamanic journey in a traditional shamanic context, a safely held workshop setting or a familiar space at home. There are two main differences:
- You’re likely feeling some pressure of the situation. Perhaps you’re worried about the results of the test, concerned about your health or simply dreading the physical aspects of the scan itself. These are all valid concerns, but in this context, the journey can serve a dual purpose: it can help you calm your mind and body, and it can also be a way to connect with your spiritual allies for guidance, protection and healing. These times are often when we need their support the most!
- You are in a professional health care setting, with medical personnel attending to you. There is a different level of surrender and you are likely going to be “pulled out of your journey” at any moment, as I was after 10 minutes, to be injected with a contrast fluid. Telling them off, “Purlease, leave me alone, I’m having a conversation with Badger here” would not be helpful. Practise stretching and flexing of your shamanic consciousness, and regard the interruption as part of the journey. This also goes for the return to everyday consciousness afterward (see step 7 above).
Conclusion
It’s easy to feel frustrated with medical exams, or feel that we are merely passive recipients of a time consuming process. But when you approach the MRI scan as an opportunity for shamanic journeying, it’s no longer just about getting through the test, you are actively engaging in your own healing. This transforms the experience from a potential trial to something deeply meaningful. So, the next time you might find yourself lying in that narrow, noisy scanner, remember: the journey is yours to make.
I’d love to read your comments on this essay – even when MRI’s or shamanic journeys are far from your experience… what do you think?
References
Image designed by Eline Kieft with ChatGPT and edited in Canva.
An earlier version of this essay was published on November 09, 2025 on my Substack Wild Soul Moves, as Sacred Space in Hospital: Spiritual Practice for MRI Scanner Anxiety.
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Eline Kieft is a Qi Gong teacher, anthropologist and changemaker exploring embodied ways of knowing. With a PhD in dance and training in shamanic practice and Movement Medicine, she bridges academic insight with embodied spiritual practice.
Her book Dancing in the Muddy Temple blends theory and practice in service of land, body, and spirit. Now leading Wild Soul Centre for Embodied Consciousness, she offers coaching and courses to support deep transformation and inner strength through movement and the body. Try out her Qi Gong Membership for free! You can also find her on LinkedIn, YouTube, Instagram and Substack.
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I love this idea… reframing what can be a very scary machine to be in (I would know!) I also want to say that I read Dancing in the Muddy Temple as well. A stunning book.
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Hey Freia – thanks so much for letting me know – both about this essay and about Dancing in the Muddy Temple – it means so much you liked it! I’m thinking of my next book – which I will NOT publish with an academic publisher…. I’m between 1) a non academic version of the muddy temple – which I’m thinking of as the archipelago of embodied nature spirituality now, 2) something around specific nature practices to get out there and dance or 3) ‘you were born to move’/’movement as first language’… if you have a preference, let me know :-) I’ll probably write all three but not sure in what order yet!
sorry to hear that you’ve MRI experiences – and hope there won’t be a next time – but if there is – may this help reframe it!
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It’s that word shamanism that upset me so – I worked with Indigenous elders in the Amazon who really were shamans before westerners got into the picture – westerners have co -opted shamanism – Americanizing it – not a good thing
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Hi Sara, me weighing in again on word usage. I just learned something about the term shaman. According to David Elkington (The Ancient Language of Sacred Sound, pg 72), the earliest known use of the word comes from the Enuma Elish. It begins Enuma Elish-la nabu shamanu meaning “when on high, the heavens were not yet named.” The shaman therefor is “the one who names.”
Then it appears that the name or title took root in Siberia before it was used in other venues. I hear you that it certainly has taken on a new age patina and I agree this is not a good thing. Even though I have two initiations, I rarely use the term out of respect.
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I had forgotten about the Siberian link.. Shamanism has been used in the Amazon for millennia – but even though I studied with them for 3 years I never use the term because of its new age associations. Again, I am an herbalist blah blah blah dreamer etc – I also communicate with animals/plants – or rather they choose to communicate with me – I’m FOREVER the learner but I never use the new age whisperer/communicator etc stuff and I have never considered taking money – nor do I consider myself a ‘professional’ on any level – this kind of communication is a GIFT -and comes through me but isn’t me – – I know that you are clear about what Shamanism is and isn’t – we need to spread the word – This whole thing has been co -opted by westerners – another way to make money – my bias is deepened when I think of the people to whom shamanism authentically belongs – look at the way they are treated by us.. talk about lack of respect – what’s happening in Greenland with the Inuit who have Shamans to call up Sedna. oh gosh here’s a rant coming – time to shut up. Thank you for weighing in as you say.
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Hey Sara, thanks for your reflection. Yes I absolutely hear you – and feel that these abilities belong to everyone, as our birthright as creatures of nature, and simultaneously belong to no-one. It reminds me a bit of when I’m teaching breathing techniques, and people ask me where I learned to breathe. Uhhhh… The moment I came out of my mother? Yes, I have added conscious awareness to this through my Qi Gong training, but again these abilities are innate into all of us, and often we just need to remember. I appreciate the caution and the clarity, and in many ways it’s a re-education of 2000+ years, where we’ve been slowly ‘moved away from’ nature, the body, and all things WILD!
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Hey Sara, thanks for sharing your concern. Did you know that shamanism was a term originally coined by anthropologists based on a very specific Evenki culture in Siberia, who called their spirit medium a samen? Even they wouldn’t have referred to their spirituality as shamanism – though theirs is the very root of this word in western terminology. Instead, they practiced a form of buddhism. The term shamanism was invented to create a system to compare to various ‘nature based spiritual technologies and practices’ that happen all over the world. I too have had such a long and difficult journey with this term, and I’m not ‘claiming’ anything or any specific lineage, but the nature-based spiritual practice lives in my DNA… My book Dancing in the Muddy Temple, that Freia mentioned earlier in this thread, has as subtitle ‘a moving spirituality of land and body’ – and although that sums up exactly how I feel, it’s a little long for a blog title! I could have called it “active imagination in the MRI scanner’ – but that too doesn’t do justice to the ability to shift consciousness at will – and call on the guides and allies that are both part of our internal psyche but also live independently of us. Hope that helps to understand where I’m situated and how I’ve applied (and shied away from applying) this term in context. With love, Eline
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I just so appreciate this, and its timing for me. In a recent MRI “moment” what you offer HERe in response to Sara, aligns, “… in many ways it’s a re-education of 2000+ years, where we’ve been slowly ‘moved away from’ nature, the body, and all things WILD!” The amazing human beings from my family physician, to the specialists, all three womyn [indeed men are precious to me too] however in this field of healing and HEaRing with HEaRt and intellect, these womyn, all many years younger than I am, moved me to the core. re-WILD-ing is afoot. The young technician answered ALL of my questions, too. With grace, kindness, addressing my “concerns” – in quotation marks because I was prepared for an outcome, which would mean I had to engage “now” with THE dance sees us enter HERe and then “leave” – the answers, that time might have been even fuller had I thought to invite Raven with me, Eline.
What an amazing image HERe. For my next journey tHERein, with those human beings, each of us Nature HERself, con-joined, siamesed, I will remember to invite Raven. I truly believe we are in a time re-WILD-ing, yet again. The Cycle with and for and because Gaia’s forever delight, spotlights that. Thank you for this reminder. For this invitation. For your writing HERe. Practical. A new practice for me.
Sawbonna, Margot/Raven Speaks. Heyoka.
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