Nichos Embody Natural Grace by Sara Wright


A ‘Nicho‘, is a three-dimensional or recessed area used to honor an important figure, saint, or loved one. Nichos originated as an adaptation of the Roman Catholic ‘retablo‘, painting of a patron saint on wood or tin.

When I was a little girl my parents spent a year in Europe and my mother brought me home a small Greek Orthodox retablo of the Virgin and Child made of silver. It had two small arched doors with tiny nobs that opened onto an etched picture of the Madonna and Child. I placed the retablo on a table next to my bed where it remained throughout my childhood. I opened and closed ornate silvery doors frequently drawn in by something that at the time I couldn’t name. When I became an adult this small silver story moved from night table to table in each house I lived in for about 45 years.

The most amazing part of this childhood gift was that as far as I knew my mother had no idea that I had a secret relationship with Mary or her son. I used to visit a monastery on my way home from school. The child in me concluded that my mother had magical powers. As I grew older I became even more puzzled as to why my mother would choose such a gift for her daughter, especially one she didn’t like much.

When I moved into my log cabin in Maine, the very first object I placed in the house was a retablo of Guadalupe, a Mexican Indian Goddess that belonged to the country people. She appeared to an Indian peasant in the 1500s at the site of an ancient Indigenous Earth goddess Tonantzin. During the cold winter months, I festooned her with red lights. Although I was no longer associated with Christianity or the church I was still much taken by this figure because she was an Indigenous Mexican goddess and an Earth Mother.

nichosNow I am living in Northern New Mexico and have just moved into a casita that has been constructed by a gifted Mexican builder named Mario. I do not own this house. It belongs to my neighbor. However, part of me belongs here. I chose the location, the colors of the walls, the Mexican tile floors and insisted that the house have many windows so that indoors and outdoors could merge as one undivided space. I also asked that Nichos be placed in each of the four directions. The adobe has simple lines and two portals or porches one on the east side that overlooks the majestic cottonwood trees I love so much.

Perhaps even more important, as the first mud bricks were laid, my dear friend Iren came over while I was still in Maine and embedded “sacred” objects in the walls. She also placed sage in the center of the house. To acknowledge the powers of the Four Directions she chose an elk antler and a piece of chert for the North not knowing that I had named my log cabin in Maine “Elk House”. For the East and West (the good red road) I sent her treasured pieces of bear fur from my ursine friends to honor the black bears that had stolen my heart, and who lived around my house in Maine. The potshard she placed in the Southern wall acknowledged the ancient inhabitants that first belonged to this land.

In preparation for this embedding Iren made a drawing of a squared circle and its four directions in her studio, When I arrived later in November she made a copy which I immediately placed on a wall where I could see it every day throughout a long and difficult winter. This drawing reminded me that the casita that was being built with my neighbor’s money began with me, and my clear intentions to inhabit a space that would be in harmony with the powers of this place. Iren and I called the casita “house of the bear.”

As the months dragged on I was rarely at the site because my neighbor had made it clear that the casita was his and that my suggestions were not welcome. I was told that the house would become part of the estate that would be left to his niece; this latter piece of information was no surprise. I had no claims on the casita, only my love for Red Willow River, Iren’s beloved land, and this small space that I had chosen as a building location because the Earth had encouraged me to do so.

Serious doubts crept in. On the rare occasions that I did visit the construction site I experienced a peculiar numbing throughout my body. Had the connection I once felt to this small piece of Earth been delusional? … Every morning when I went to the river to watch the sunrise I would silently ask this question… I buried bear root. I made plans to return to Maine.

On the first day of May I was visiting the casita when I discovered an owl feather. I had been listening to owls all winter and knew that they lived in these cottonwoods. I also had what I would call an ongoing owl conversation with these great Horned owls that began in Maine last fall and followed me here. Finding the owl feather on this day, a day once revered by country folk/Indigenous peoples as a powerful turning point of the year seemed significant, and I brought it into the casita and placed it in the Nicho in the East. That same day, May Day/Beltane/Green Corn Dance of the Tewa, I also began to scatter wild seeds that I had collected the year before around on the red earth… This seeding went on all month with me tending to the care and watering, clearing up construction debris, garbage, trimming beloved chimisa bushes.

For the first time I wondered if it would be possible to live here after all. The house and land might not belong to me except in a spiritual sense. What I felt was a renewed connection to Place and since I trust Nature I went with it.

Now a month later I have moved into the casita. I don’t carry a lot of false hope. Money rules the world and I don’t have it. I could never buy this land even if it was an option. That I personally believe that we all belong to the Earth and no one owns it is a perspective that is foreign to most people and is certainly not lauded by the owner of this property.

However, with this much said, the day I moved in I felt the walls hugging me. The casita felt utterly familiar, comforting. Most important, the structure exudes a sense of inner peace… something I have been longing for.

About a day later, Mario (builder) found a second great horned owl feather. By now it was clear that Nature had decreed that bears belong in the West, but owls must embody the powers of East.  As if to reinforce this notion, the second night I was here I heard a great horned owl hoot just outside my window….

The first task I undertook was filling the rest of the Nichos. A vase holds precious potsherds in the South. In the West I have placed a picture of a bear I once knew whose name was Hope. Iren’s photo of the squared circle and sacred placing of the objects sits behind a black Mexican luminary… to light up the night. In the North I have placed a piece of luminous black chert and an antler that Iren gave me. There is also a small wreath I made with cypress pinecones hanging on one prong of the horn that symbolizes Wholeness inside the house and out. I am setting clear intentions. I am aligning myself with the Powers of Nature to hold and to heal…

Some say that two is the number of manifestation…Iren began this process of orienting the casita to Nature and I am finishing it. I blessed the casita with river water and smudged the interior with sage.

Will I be stopping here awhile? I do not know. But I do my best to be as present as I can be to the moment opening myself to the astounding beauty that surrounds me.

I remind my self that everything changes.

The future remains veiled.

Each morning when I walk to the river to watch the sun rise I look to the sky and give thanks for the gift of another day.

 

Sara is a naturalist, writer, a Jungian pattern analyst, ethologist ( person who studies animals in the their natural habitat) who is currently splitting her time between living in her home in Maine and residing here in Northern New Mexico. She has Passamaquoddy/Maliseet Indigenous roots which many be why she has dedicated her life to writing stories about animals and the Earth. Her work is regularly published.

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7 replies

  1. Beautiful story, bless your home, bless your intentions.

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    • Thank you Carol… I awakened at 5 AM to the great horned owl whoooing on my roof. He or she apparently likes to hunt there… I didn’t know that this post would be posted today but perhaps the owl did – s/he left me a few more feathers.

      I am going in for some tests and it is going to be hard to respond to comments after noon. I will, however, get back to them as soon as I can.

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  2. So beautiful! Wishing you joy and peace in this home that you have chosen and that has chosen you.

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  3. Yes, the powers of place have chosen this spot – not me. And there is something about creating intentions and manifesting them in concrete objects in the walls of a house that is a very holy thing…

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  4. Wow–what a wonderful story about a wonderful home! I agree with you that we cannot “own” parts of our mother planet. This fact drives real estate people nuts when I tell them. I also recently told someone that we do not “own” the animals that live with us. She thinks I’m nuts. That’s fine.

    I live in an apartment building that’s older than I am. (It was built in 1940 for Navy families.) Not adobe, but wood. No nichos. But I’ve turned it into a kind of big altar with my home altar, on which stand a little house, in the approximate center. There’s a figure of a lady holding a book standing in the door and a tiny Green Tara on the roof, and Hestia nearby, Plus the ashes of four of my cats and other personal symbols. I have little altars-in-disguise and elemental symbols in all four directions in every room. And my collection of 350+ witches on every flat surface. We cannot own our planet, but we can inhabit it as you and I do. Thanks for telling us your story about elk antlers and owl feathers and bears and your friend Iren. Bright blessings to our homes.

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    • Barbara, I loved what you wrote and can imagine your interior space – thank you for sharing – like you I don’t believ we “own” anything including out animals… we are belssed with them as companions…

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  5. Your little house sounds beautiful, Sara. And of course, you know that it mirrors your own inner beauty which you carry where ever you go.

    I hope that whatever tests or treatments you are having today bring healing.

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