Comrades in the Struggle – Part II by Xochitl Alvizo

This post follows Part I, which you can find here.

My journey of “seeing” continued from undergrad, to my first job, and then into grad school. After eight years of satisfying and life-giving work at the family center in Los Angeles (where I thankfully recovered my sense of self), I moved across the country to attend graduate school at Boston University (BU). I was there for eleven years, completing a Master of Divinity and a Doctor of Philosophy in Practical Theology. And, again, especially during my early years at BU, I was often the only Latina in the room.¹ It was the next predominantly white context where I continued to develop as a scholar and find my way in the academy. 

It is the case for most of the Latino/a scholars I know that they too were often one of just a few, if not only, Latino/a doctoral students in their program.² This has varied impacts. Being continually in places where you do not share the culture of the majority can be taxing, psychically and emotionally. It is work.

One of its more fruitful impacts, however, is its potential to raise your awareness of the web of systems at work that creates these disparities in the first place and to awaken in you a commitment to work to change these structures in both their small and large manifestations. This work is different for everybody and usually starts in the specific and particular place one finds oneself standing – I found myself standing in mostly white spaces.  

What I can say, though, is that the white scholars and theologians who are my collaborators and friends are people who are likewise committed to helping uncover, undo, and counteract the interlocking systems and structures that oppress, that enable a hierarchy of valuing and materially privileging some persons or people groups over others. And to be in this work is what mujerista  theologian Ada María Isasi-Díaz refers to as being en la lucha, in the struggle, for liberation.³ It is active work in the face of strong  political  forces that would rather preserve the status quo. 

The good news is that this is work we take on together and only requires that we be willing to be present to the concrete realities of our own very particular place. Being very present is part of the journey to seeing in a new light, which can be an unsettling one. As comrades en la lucha we need the courage to see and take on the complexities of race and racism in our contexts. 

To be en la lucha means that we are willing to open our eyes to truths we’d sometimes rather not see – seeing can undo us, make us vulnerable, and unsettle our certainties. Seeing is work, good and difficult justice-making work. We join a diverse community of revolutionaries who have heeded the call to turn around to live into a new divine reality and we join in on what is already real and at work in the commonwealth of God. 

During the first Trump administration, a friend (non-white Puerto Rican) asked me about my resiliency being in majority white spaces. She mentioned how she was personally worn down and exhausted post-Trump election and that she recently told a mutual white friend how she was finding it difficult to be in white spaces, feeling like she did not know how to talk to white people anymore. At the time, when progressive white folks were still in shock at Trump’s first election, she was experiencing the toll of being present to the struggles of her white progressive friends and peers as they began to see in a new light, even while they often did not know how to do the same for her (an experience not uncommon for people who are continually in spaces where they are the minority). Her story helped me answer her question to me about resiliency.  

In being honest about her exhaustion with her white friend, my friend took the risk of being vulnerable, hoping that her friend could and would hold her in that space. She risked vulnerability, and it so happened that her friend was willing to meet her where she was. This is not always the outcome, and there are also many times when we do not have it in us to risk, when we just don’t have the resources for it. But this was one of the two factors that easily came to mind when thinking about my own resiliency; the first is that when I needed it, I intentionally put myself in places where I could “feel at home;”⁴ and the second was that I had friends with whom I could risk. I have friendships (with white folks), developed over time, in which we hung in there through enough vulnerable, risky, moments to be able to move into relational possibilities that I previously could not have imagined. It has made a tremendous difference.

I would like to invite us to see each other as en la lucha together; to know and live into the reality that our liberation is tied to each other’s (and to our non-human beings as well). We are inextricably connected; to see ourselves as set apart, distinct from one another, is a distortion that does us harm. Let us instead be comrades for our collective liberation, and face the systems of oppression together.

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1. The diversity, especially in reference to Latino/a students, definitely increased over the elevens years I attended BU. Now, both in the faculty and the student body, there is much more Latino/a and Latin American representation than when I started in 2004.  ↩︎
2. The first time I was in a room full of Latino/a academic peers was a transformative experience. In that moment I felt affirmed and validated as a scholar in way I never had before, even though I have always benefitted from supportive white friends and mentors in the academy. There was something about being able to see myself in them, people that shared a similar cultural and ethnic background and who were also academic, that solidified in me my identity as a scholar. I wrote about this experience and my gratitude for the Hispanic Theological Initiative that brought us together, on Feminism and Religion (blog). See Xochitl Alvizo, “Being Renewed at the Hispanic Theological Initiative,” Feminism and Religion (blog), August 20, 2012, https://feminismandreligion.com/2012/08/20/being-renewed-at-the-hispanic-theological-initiative-by-xochitl-alvizo/.  ↩︎
3. Ada María Isasi-Díaz, En La Lucha/ In the Struggle: Elaborating a Mujerista Theology (10th Anniversary Edition) (Minneapolis: Fortress Press, 2004).   ↩︎
4. In my early years in Boston, I re-sourced by going back home to Los Angeles at least 3 times a year. I have a similar need to re-source in regard to feminist spaces and, at times, women-only spaces. The need for periodic separation is something Alice Walker includes as part of her definition of Womanist and resonates with many: “Committed to survival and wholeness of entire people, male and female.  Not a separatist, except periodically, for health.” Many who do justice-making work resonate with Walker’s statement. Alice Walker, In Search of Our Mothers’ Gardens (Orlando, FL: Mariner Books; Reprint edition, 2003), xi.    ↩︎