Reclaiming My Time: A Meditation about Mindfulness and Faithfulness to One’s Purpose by Elise M. Edwards


elise-edwardsYou may have seen the viral video of Congressional Representative Maxine Waters’ demands for “Reclaiming my time!”  Video was taken during a proceeding in which Representative Waters is questioning Treasury Secretary Steven Mnuchin, who responds with long-winded answers and indirect statements.  Ms. Waters appears annoyed, and she is not interested in flattery.  She wants a direct response to her question.  When she does not get it, she appeals to protocol, which allows her to “reclaim” the time allotted to her (intentionally) wasted by a man who wants to dodge her questions.

The video was very popular on my social media feeds.  I know of preachers who used “Reclaiming my Time” in their sermons the following Sunday.  There were memes, of course.  There was even another viral video of Mykal Kilgore singing his gospel composition of Waters’ words.  He and Waters appeared on a TV show soon after.

It’s fairly obvious why this video–and the sentiment behind it–struck such a chord with so many people.  We wish we could reclaim our time in situations where we are moving forward with a purpose, only to be met with delays and roadblocks from those who want to deter us.  Sometimes, these delays are unintentional.  But too often, they are strategic attempts to wear us down, distract us, and redirect our energy away from our goal.  Ms. Waters wasn’t having it.  She called out the delay tactics and held firm to what was rightfully hers.  Her time.

Rep. Maxine Waters has attracted considerable attention in recent months as a vocal opponent to the President and his agenda.  She is an icon to black feminists like me for embodying the kind of purpose and resolve that we seek to implement in our own lives.  She is an example of a woman who knows her own power and is not afraid to speak truth to power to serve the cause of justice.  Her example of fortitude and the appeal to reclaim time have been particularly inspirational as I feel the pressures of time constraints in the past week.

As August progresses, those of us in the US experience back-to-school time, when schools resume for the fall and children typically advance to the next grade level.  It can be a busy time of preparation for students, parents, teachers, and school administrators.  Even those who are not directly connected to schools feel the impact.  Years ago, when I worked at an architecture firm, I would have to adjust my schedule at this time of year to compensate for increased traffic during my commute and an end to our office’s “summer hours” policy.  As we head back into the school year, we leave summer vacations behind.  For academics who have research demands, too, we face the end of a season that presumably has fewer interruptions and distractions from projects that demand focused attention and extended time blocks. I’m in the process of shifting to a new schedule and deadlines are approaching; this is why the call to reclaim my time feels so urgent right now.

Reclaiming my time is about being clear about what my purpose is and returning to it when the delays and detractors emerge.  It’s not possible to add extra hours or minutes to the day to compensate for the ones that were wasted.  So reclaiming my time requires being mindful about how I am spending my time.  I need to determine whether certain interruptions are worth pausing for or whether I will ignore them and persist regardless.  (I laugh heartily during the video when Rep. Waters interrupts Sec. Mnuchin’s response.  She has no qualms about abruptly cutting him off, interrupting the delay!)

Reclaiming my time also means reclaiming a sense of what my time is really for.  It is so easy for me, especially when facing deadlines, to evaluate my day on how productive I was.  Did I use my time efficiently and effectively to do what I was supposed to?  This mindset makes sense when I see myself as labor and my time as a commodity.  But although I get paid to do certain kinds of work, and that work involves a considerable time commitment, it is dangerous to apply this “production” lens to my whole day. Even if my work is important, it must not eclipse everything that I bring to the world by being here.

I had an email exchange with a close friend and pastor earlier this week about reconceiving the time and effort I dedicate to work.  She’s forming a church group to provide support and a foundation for artists to do prophetic work. When asked what I was hoping to find in the group, I wrote:

I don’t want to define myself by how much I do or even what do. And yet, I want to do the work God calls me to do.   I feel like my motivation is different now.   It’s not just for career success or to meet my employer’s expectations.  I know that if I can trust God and be faithful in following my calling, I will be more fulfilled, and I will be of some use to others.

How we use our time is a test of faithfulness to the sacred power that gives us life.  On what does my life depend?  Reclaiming my time means becoming clear about what is most important and then refusing to cede power to the things, the people, and the mindsets that usurp it.

Elise M. Edwards, PhD is a Lecturer in Christian Ethics at Baylor University and a graduate of Claremont Graduate University. She is also a registered architect in the State of Florida. Her interdisciplinary work examines issues of civic engagement and how beliefs and commitments are expressed publicly. As a black feminist, she primarily focuses on cultural expressions by, for, and about women and marginalized communities. Follow her on twitter, google+ or academia.edu.

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  1. Maxine Waters is an inspiration to us all. May she continue!

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  2. Yes, this woman is an inspiration to us all, Carol. ”

    “So reclaiming my time requires being mindful about how I am spending my time. I need to determine whether certain interruptions are worth pausing for or whether I will ignore them and persist regardless.” The older I get, the more aware I am of this very question: is this interruption worth my time?

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    • It’s an important question! Asking it allows you to say yes, too, if there is something worthwhile that causes you to pause. It’s important to get ourselves that permission.

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  3. I have admired Rep. Waters for as long as I’ve been aware of her work. She’s strong and she’s unlikely to put up with any typical government nonsense. If I lived in her district, I’d certainly vote for her.

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  4. I admire Rep.Maxine Waters because she stands up for us and is not afraid to be called names by trumpe and anyone else. She is a courageous woman who follow her own moral compass. I am very proud of her and all she has accomplished dealing with angry, old white, powerful, men in the US congress.

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  5. Thank you for this Elise. I couldn’t help think of all the women (especially) who don’t know it’s O.K. to say “no” and take care of our time and energy. If we don’t respect ourselves, others won’t do it for us.

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    • I think it’s our job to teach this early and consistently. In the same way that we realize conversations about consent and bodily interaction should be had with children, perhaps our conversations about daily tasks and schedules may need to include being clear about priorities and responsibilities. I’m not a parent, but I can imagine that what I’m talking about is not easy. But I am concerned that so many young people are overscheduled and feel that this is what is necessary for success. I see it with my college students, so I do try to empower them to say no at times, even with course assignments so that they can make decisions about what is really most important.

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  6. It would be nice if Maxine Waters helped the people in her political district

    Rather Maxine has ignored them as they continue to live in a neighborhood ghetto

    Words really don’t do much its the actions you put forth that matters that truly make you who you are

    Not who you are perceived to be by distracting words

    But as for Maxine Waters she lives very comfortably in a $6 million mansion outside of her political district she represents

    I do wonder how a life long politician can afford that?

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